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[14 Jun 2003|07:34pm]
new journal bye
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[12 Jun 2003|10:58pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i love this icon now. the end

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just a test [27 Apr 2003|01:49pm]
oops i hope that works
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[03 Apr 2003|10:49pm]
[ mood | cold ]

i need a paid account.

the end

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[24 Mar 2003|03:26pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

sob this icon makes me sad and it's now my default. poor lukes:'(

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[22 Mar 2003|11:50am]
so i'm 27-5 (27 right, 5 wrong) for the first round, good for me.

i read an article today in the paper about them, it made me cry again. ew i'll tell you more later i'm too emo right now
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[20 Mar 2003|05:13pm]
[ mood | weird ]

war opinion? don't have one. i don't know enough about anything to form one and plus i think i'm going crazy so please forgive me if i don't make sense.

and don't bitch at me because all my entries consist of useless ramblings about the ducks during "this time". people have different ways of dealing with things, and going towards what i like comforts me in an odd way.

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[16 Mar 2003|03:44pm]
[ mood | enraged ]
[ music | stuck- stacie orrico ]

#8 Oregon v. #9 Utah Friday.
If we win that, we play KENTUCKY. KENTUCKY. We're dead. I'm praying for an upset.

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[15 Mar 2003|11:07pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | HEE LUKES! ]

OMFG! OREGON WON THE PAC-1O TOURNAMENT!!!!! WE'RE THE FUCKIKNG CHAMPS!!!!!!!! HERE WE COME NCAA TOURN!! I just got back from an "Oregon Finals" party haha it was great mmkay i'm tired.

edit: someone please buy me a paid account, i have so many oregon icons now it's insane, it can be my early birthday present. i will move to blurty i swear>:o!!! isn't my icon adorable? mhmm he wins k.

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[14 Mar 2003|10:14pm]
[ mood | ESTATIC/CRAZY/HYPER/KAL;DJFDKL ]
[ music | LUKE JACKSON AND LUKE RIDNOUR ARE MY GODS ]

OH.MY.GOD. Ladies and gents, we are going to the Pac-10 Finals. Luke Jackson made this amazing 3 pointer with 17 seconds left and Luke Ridnour was the assist (he had a season high of 12) and then Young tried to make a basket and he missed,and Jackson hit it out of where everyone was and then james davis and some ucla player tried to get it and the ucla player knocked it out and WE FUCKING WON. This is the first time ever that U of O has been to the finals. AH!!!!!!!!

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[13 Mar 2003|06:36pm]
[ mood | ;DAJF;DLJKF;A! ]
[ music | UM LUKE RIDNOUR ]

K;JDAL;FJDA;LFDJA;LFDKJAF;DLJAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ducks 83 ASU 82. LUKE RIDNOUR IS GOD'S GIFT TO COLLEGE BAKSETBALL. The Ducks were down by 1 with 12.1 seconds left and Luke made a lay up, ;DJAK;FLDKAJ;DA! whatever i'm going to edit this later.

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he deserves it too. [11 Mar 2003|03:58pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

i'm too lazy to use the cut tag so deal with it k?

Ridnour Named Pac-10 Player of the Year
Oregon junior joined on men's basketball all-conference team by Luke Jackson.


March 10, 2003

WALNUT CREEK, Calif. - University of Oregon guard Luke Ridnour has been named the 2002-03 Pacific-10 Conference's men's basketball player of the year in a vote of the league's coaches, Commissioner Tom Hansen announced Monday.

The Blaine, Wash., junior ranks second in the conference in scoring (20.0 avg.) and leads the Pac-10 in assists (6.52 avg.) to be named to the 10-player all-conference team for the second year in a row. He becomes the Ducks' first two-time all-conference honoree since Orlando Williams duplicated the honor following the 1994 and '95 seasons and is the school's first league player-of-the-year pick since guard Terrell Brandon earned the distinction in 1991.

Joining Ridnour on the conference's elite squad is junior Luke Jackson. The Creswell standout as well as the Ducks' second-leading scorer (16.1 avg.) and top rebounder (6.6 avg.) is the only player in the Pac-10 to rank among the league's top-10 in scoring (7th), rebounding (6th) and assists (7th, 3.7 avg.). Jackson earned honorable mention all-conference accolades a year ago.

Ridnour, who also is tied for the league lead in free throw proficiency (88.1%), eclipsed the Pac-10 record for consecutive free throws made (62) earlier this season in addition to breaking Ronnie Lee's school pinnacle for single-season assists (189). Lee was Oregon's only other player besides Ridnour and Brandon to ever be voted the Pac-10's best player, receiving the honor following the 1975-76 season.

Oregon was the only team besides regular-season champion Arizona and California to have two players named to the all-conference team.

Joining Jackson and Ridnour on the squad team were Arizona's Jason Gardner and Luke Walton, California's Joe Shipp and Amit Tamir, Julius Barnes of Stanford, Ike Diogu (who also was named conference freshman of the year), UCLA's Jason Kapono, and Philip Ricci of Oregon State.

Lute Olson (Arizona) and Mike Montgomery (Stanford) shared conference coach-of-the-year honors.

The latest Oregon honors come on the heels of Ducks' junior college transfer Andre Joseph being named as conference newcomer of the year a week ago.

Oregon (20-9) opens the first-round of this week's Pac-10 tournament at 3:50 p.m. Thursday against Arizona State, with the winner to play the winner of the Arizona/UCLA game Friday at 6:15 p.m.


i screamed, literally, when i read this today. I'm still like ";JA;LDKJAFLJA;FKLJADKL;DFAKL;" because I got an A on my math test.

um what luke ridnour is my hero bye.

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[06 Mar 2003|09:52pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

they lost to ASU. we needed that win, fellas.
i think i'll go drown myself in the shower.
more tomorrow

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so what if this is old? [04 Mar 2003|08:23pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | espn sportscenter ]

About a boy from Blaine

Adam Jude
Senior Sports Reporter
January 17, 2003


BLAINE, Wash. -- It's hard to believe, but the folks here don't miss Luke Ridnour. They don't fight for seats at the local bars when their version of Jimmy Chitwood appears on national television.

This tiny border town can't miss Ridnour. He may live 400 miles away in Eugene, but he's ever-present here -- and not just because of all his high school records.

Blaine sees Ridnour all the time. If not his retired Borderites' jersey hanging from the rafters at the Blaine High School gym, then on eight television screens at the Wheelhouse Tavern or on the big screen at Pastime Tavern. And if not in those places, then Blaine surely can't miss all 100 feet of Ridnour in New York's Times Square, though that seems like another planet to Ridnour's 3,770 former neighbors.

So, you see, Ridnour is everywhere. He can't be missed because there's nothing to miss. In fact, Ridnour misses Blaine more than Blaine misses Ridnour. There's perhaps something twisted in that, but that says something about Ridnour, Oregon's point guard who relishes the small-town virtue of hard work rather than the spotlight.

"He's our star," says Miranda Ziegler, 21, Pastime's bartender and a high school classmate of Ridnour's.

Ridnour quickly became a star in Eugene, too.


Since donning a Duck uniform in the fall of 2000, the 6-foot-1,175-pound junior has started every game of his Oregon career. As a freshman, he became the first Duck to be named the Pacific-10 Conference Freshman of the Year. Last season, in leading Oregon to the Elite Eight, Ridnour was a first-team all-conference selection and honorable mention All-American.

This season, he became a member of Oregon's 1,000-point club, and is in the top-five in three career categories for the Ducks (assists, steals, and three-pointers). The resume goes on.

As impressive as his statistics are, Ridnour's leadership, unselfishness and faith are what truly amaze his teammates.

"He's well-humbled and well-grounded," fellow junior guard James Davis said. "He's the most down-to-earth guy I know. He puts God first in everything he does."

All of the accolades, the hype, the Paul Bunyan-size billboard -- Ridnour doesn't care much for any of that. As "the ultimate gym rat," as Kansas head coach Roy Williams called him last month, Ridnour just wants to play basketball, and credits all his success to God.

"The Lord's blessed me with skills and I've just taken that and love to play," Ridnour said. "I truly feel most comfortable when I'm on the court."

Which has a lot to do with being from Blaine, where Ridnour said, "There's not a lot else to do."

Perhaps as equally impressive as Ridnour's devotion to Christianity is his desire to be the best on the basketball court: "I want to win more than anything and I'm not going to let anything else get in the way," he said.

Ridnour is known for a tireless summer-workout regime.

"He has a constant work ethic," said Jay Anderson, an Oregon junior forward and one of Ridnour's roommates. "He doesn't stop. Sometimes we have to force him to take breaks."

Anderson said Ridnour's work is contagious, making everyone else on the team better.

"He's the type of person that if there's one dinner roll left at the table, he'll give it to you," Davis said. "I admire him. He's a special person."



Tim McBride can't wait any longer. He's already lit another cigarette and asks Ziegler, the bartender, for another Miller Lite.

"Let's get the game going," McBride scoffs at the TV.

It's seems like an eternity -- though, in reality, it's probably been 20 minutes -- since Gonzaga defeated North Carolina State in the first game of the Jimmy V. Classic in East Rutherford, N.J., and the Oregon-Cincinnati game is next. It's the Ducks' first appearance on ESPN this season, and a win would help sway some East Coast support. Blaine, too, would like to see the Ducks -- and its hometown hero -- do well on national television.

This typical Tuesday started off on a positive note. The Blaine natives opened their local newspaper to find a spread of Ridnour's billboard, which was unveiled the day before in Manhattan. As if anyone in Blaine had missed their star in the morning, Ziegler passes the newspaper around faster than the pints.

"He so deserves it," Ziegler says. "There's some people that make it big, and you wonder, 'How'd that jerk make it?' With Luke, it's the complete opposite. It's about time. No one deserves it more."

Ridnour, by the way, was apprehensive when first asked to be on the billboard. He still doesn't like the idea of competing with skyscrapers.

"I wasn't real big on it," Ridnour said. "I think it'd be a lot cooler if the whole team was up there."

But McBride could care less about the billboard right now. He just wants to see Ridnour in action, but commercials are still filling the TV screen.

Finally, after what seems like an entire pack of Marlboros, the game finally gets under way. McBride quiets.

Soon after tipoff, Randy Kirk enters through the back door at Pastime. A coach at a nearby Boys and Girls' Club, Kirk has stopped in to find out his weekly score from the bar's NFL fantasy league. He's quickly reminded that Ridnour's playing on ESPN, and, as one of Ridnour's youth coaches, Kirk can't help but reminisce.

"In fifth grade, he was asking questions that most high school kids wouldn't even ask," Kirk said. "It blew me away."



On the tube, Ridnour and the Ducks are looking like they'd get eaten up by the Borderites' girl's basketball team, much less a Division I men's team like Cincinnati.

A precursor for a blowout, the Bearcats have jumped out to a 17-4 lead over the Ducks. The gossip at Pastime turns to Ridnour's social life, which, oddly enough, seems to always involve basketball.

"Since he was 1 year old, he's slept with his basketball," Ziegler says. "I've never seem him without a basketball."

Ziegler even reveals, hesitantly, that she heard that Ridnour's mom built him a separate bed for the basketball. (As fun as it would be, Ridnour denies such allegations, though he does admit he likes to have a basketball with him whenever he can.)

Hoping for better luck with the Ducks, Tim McBride and his wife, Linda, pay their tab at Pastime and head to the Wheelhouse, just a half-block down on Peace Portal Drive. The only place in town with satellite cable, the Wheelhouse has a few more customers than Pastime, but the mood is fittingly somber with the Ducks trailing by a large margin at halftime.

"Everyone's bound to have a bad day here or there," Wheelhouse bartender Rick Freeman said.



A cross between "Cheers" and "Hoosiers," Blaine, on the surface, is the typical small town: everybody knows your name -- especially if it's Ridnour -- and everybody loves basketball.

"It's pretty cool like that," Ridnour said of Blaine's bond with Hickory, Ind., the fictional town in "Hoosiers." "The community is so into basketball. They love it. The whole county packs the gym."

The only difference here is that Canada is just a block away, and U.S. Customs' cameras, looking for border-hoppers and smugglers, scour every street corner.

Other than that, Blaine's a quiet and peaceful place.

"Growing up in a small town, you get to know everyone," Ridnour said. "It's always about Blaine, it's never just about one person. I've always been a team guy, and not let the awards and stuff get to you because it's not really yours, it's the people around you.

"It's something you only get in a small town."

And even though his parents, Rob (his high school coach) and Muriel, travel to most Oregon games, Ridnour still misses his home. And as much as it can't miss him, Blaine hasn't forgotten it's claim to fame -- who could, very soon, become even more famous.



Cincinnati is dominating. All eyes, once fixed on the television in hopes of catching a sweet Ridnour pass, have now lowered. There are more drinks to gulp, pizzas to consume, Ridnour's future to consider.

"It's a hard decision, but I think he'll go," John Surowiecki said of the lure of the NBA. "I wouldn't chance any injury (in school)."

Freeman doesn't agree.

"I'm sure his parents want him to get a degree," he said. "Money's one thing, but I think it's good to stick with an education.

"Everybody in this town is proud of his achievements -- we watch him every chance we can. And we'll support him with whatever decision he makes."

Of course, it's all just speculation at this point. Ridnour said he doesn't even know what he going to do after this season.

"It's my dream to play at the next level," Ridnour said, "but when that happens is in God's hands. Whatever happens, happens. But it's about the team right now and this team winning. That's all that matters right now."

If he were to forgo his senior season, NBAdraft.net, an unofficial mock draft Web site, projects Ridnour as a lottery pick this year.



"No matter how famous he gets, he'll never change," Ziegler said.

Which is probably true. Millions of dollars and NBA fame couldn't taint Ridnour's modesty -- a product of his small-town roots.

"I love being in a small town," Ridnour said. "There's nowhere else I'll ever want to live. Growing up with the same people for so long, you get so close. And that's what I want my kids to experience."

Ridnour brought his most prized possession with him to Oregon -- the one he keeps cradled with him every night -- but he did forget something important in Blaine. His heart.

And someday, though not quite soon enough, he'll be back to get it.

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i thought this was cute:)

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[02 Mar 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | sick ]

all this talk of luke ridnour going to the nba is making me sick.
literally.

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[01 Mar 2003|03:44pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | you don't mean anything (to me)- simple plan ]

hee.
79-48, ducks win again. 20 wins baby, here we come NCAA tourn.
ucla can die or something because jason kapono really annoys me, i want to throw a firecracker at his face:) luke ridnour had 21 pts. and 10 assists, double double baby! and luke jackson had 18 or something. they kicked off the game with jackson's 3-pointer and from that point on it was in oregon's control. it's our house, our rules, our win. SO HA
there's all this talk about luke going to the NBA next year, if he does not only will I disown him, i'll find him before he goes and tie him down so he can't leave. if they notice him this year, they'll notice him this year. you only have 4 years of college ball, and most nba players usually have more than that in the nba. i also despise the nba with a passion. it was johnson and helquist's last game at mac court, it was bittersweet. they both scored and johnson hit a three, like what! it made me think of next year, for the lukes' last game at mac court and i almost started crying:X ew i need to get a life.

SUP i have 2 new icons, go look at them. i could have more if i had a paid account . my birthday is may 17 HINT HINT.

oh what i'm making this all-viewing again so yo to all my non-friend viewers.

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[24 Feb 2003|08:05pm]
/public service weee

mmmkay..hayden from las must relive. why? because mackie and i want you to! that's why!

l8er g8er
-kat aka the best mel in the world
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[23 Feb 2003|01:50pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | fall- soco<3 ]

lost.to.university.of.washington.
K;LDJAL;FDJAL;KFDJAL;DF
consecutive.free throw.record. GONE
ak;ljfl;dajfl;dajdf!x100000000000000000000000000

okay yes to make sense of that:
oregon lost to university of washington 78-66 and HI u of w is ranked 8th in the pac-10, they're 4th. die now please
luke[ridnour mmmm:-*] consecutive free throw record died last night. 62 consecutive free throws made ladies and gents, a pac-10 record. god, that guy is my hero. i think i scared mackie last night when i was tweaking out, but hi she loves me so it's okay. sup i hate my icon of him but it's the only one i could find that had an okay face picture.

sup rae:-*
hola mackie:-*
BYE i'm making this post viewable to everyone so yeah bye

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[02 Feb 2003|08:19pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | just a kid - simple plan ]

life has been one big giant crap hole lately.
why?
grades and parents
so my report card came home on saturday, it was also the day i lost all freedom i had. my new restrictions:
1. no more than 1 hour online monday-thursday
2. no more than 1 hour of tv monday-thursday
3. at least half of homework must be done before doing anything with friends
4. study, study, study
5. grade updates from my teachers each week

all this because i got one C in math, i've always been bad at math and they know it too. my mom and dad gave me this huge lecture that consisted of you don't try hard, you need to apply yourself, colleges look at my grades, a D on a final is not acceptable, i spend too much time away from the house when i should be studying, i need to work harder in school and out of school and that's just summing it up. i almost told them to "fuck off" but i just ran up to my room and cried for an hour and then called ryan and told him i was going to come over because i can't stand the hell hole i live in. I stayed there overnight because hi i don't ever want to come back here but i have no choice. his parents are great and i told them about my report card and they said C's weren't bad, and that if I needed help they had some names of tutors ryan uses/used. i'm not having a tutor, they make me feel stupid and i just refuse. it's like telling your kid "you can't do it on your own in a normal classroom setting so here's someone to dummy it down for you" not my thing. oh then today my mom bitched at me in nordy's saying that she doesn't think i'm going to start when i get back because i've been gone so long, OKAY it's not my fault i fractured my ankle. but if i want to stay in the baksetball program i have to devote my life to it and i'm not sure i can do that anymore, so i'm having second thoughts about going back to basketball next year. the spring/summer schedule is so insane, we have tourn. almost every weekend and these non-stop practices and just blah. i talked to lav about me playing next year and he said there is a reserved spot for me on varsity but because i've missed so much time and i still have rehab to go he doesn't know how much i'll play. so why work forever and get nothing out of it? i don't know.

the ducks played today and i don't know if they won or lost i turned it off when i went shopping because they were losing by 6 to fucking USC, we're #22 in the nation we don't lose to an unranked team ok? luke [ridnour] had so many turnovers it was amazing. luke [jackson] played well for having a screwed up hand but i was like whatever i don't need to watch this.

yeah so i went shopping today, i got boots, make up, bras:-*, and the simple plan CD how hot is that i'm addicted [haha no pun intended] to it now it might replace Good Charlotte sob. Speak of GC i'm going to be gone in Cali. when they play here sob sob sob.

okay i'm done bye.

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[05 Jan 2003|03:40pm]
okay hi i am making this journal friends only because i want to. it might not happen for awhile but it'll have to happen sometime. so kiddies be smart and comment if you want on my list.

bye ho's :-*
kat
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